March 20, 2011

I had the privilege of going to church today. I feel it a privilege because for so long I found excuses for not going and using my health as an excuse. I really enjoyed the meetings today and I stayed for all three meetings. I know the church is true and I really want to be worthy to be with my family for ever. I really want to be with Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ forever, too. I know that they love me and will help me through everything if I just ask them to. I have had a bad afternoon because I haven't felt very good. I am hurting really bad this afternoon. I am trying to just fight it and overcome my weaknesses. I know that I am still fighting something but what I don't know. I just need to not worry about it and trust in the Lord. I know that with time things will be revealed and we will know what to do about it. For now I just need to continue on and not fear. Trials are for a reason and to help us grow. I just hope I will be able to do with this trial what Heavenly Father wants me to do with it. I hope I will grow and learn something from this.