March 1, 2011

Today is Janet Roxanne's Birthday. I can't believe she is 40 today. She is a special daughter and I feel honored to be her mother. I called her first thing this morning and wished her a Happy Birthday. I am going to take her to lunch on Friday for her birthday. I went to see my oncologist today. He was late seeing me and I felt like he really didn't have time for me. He was getting through his patients as quick as he could because he is leaving for India on Saturday. Even though he was trying to hurry he was an hour and a half late seeing me. I felt he didn't have time to even listen to my concerns. I have decided since I left his office to grow up and just accept what happened. I have been in a lot of abdominal pain since I got home tonight. Hopefully it will ease up so I can sleep. Ron left today and I miss him already. It was so nice having him here for a couple of days. He will be back next week for a least one day and night. I talked to my sister Janet and friend DeAnn tonight. They both have pretty good advice. I just wish I could help them more with the things they are going through. I feel like all I do is complain. I am going to go to bed early tonight hopefully I will rest well. I have another doctors appointment in the morning. One day I won't need to go to the doctor as often. I look forward to that day.