March 5, 2011

This has been a long day for me. I wanted to accomplish a lot today and because of lack of energy I didn't get very much done. I find myself feeling so sorry for myself all of the time. I don't pray enough and I definitely don't read my scriptures like I should. I am finding that because of my lack of faithfulness I am getting depressed again. I have blessed so much and can't seem to show Heavenly Father how grateful I am for them. Ron has been really sick this week and he still pushes on I don't know how he does it. I hope that I will be worthy to be his eternal companion. I look forward to the day we can spend more time together. I am going to go to bed now I am really tired.