March 4, 2011

I got a lot more rest last night. I had to go and take Laurel and Ryan to school this morning. Eric will pick them up from school. Eric and Lori gave me $40.00 to help with the gas and that was really helpful. I can't believe the price of gas and how fast it is going up. I worry about what is to come with everything. I seem to worry about everything lately. I try really hard not to dwell on the negative but that is all you hear anymore. I pray I can endure to the end. I seem to fight depression and exhaustion daily. I am in so much pain and I really am trying not to dwell on it. I would love to be a good example for everyone but I am afraid I am failing in that. Kaylie wanted to come and spend the night but I am to tired to go and get her. I have already got my nightgown on and am ready for bed. I wish I felt good enough to go and get her. Maybe she can stay another time. I really love her and love it when she stays with me. I am going to go to bed now.